The dime novel lay in the dirt of the Apache camp, and Kit Carson stared at it as if it were a ghost. He had come here to find a woman named Ann White, taken by Jicarilla Apaches and Utes during an attack near Point of Rocks, New Mexico. Now she was dead, shot through the heart by an arrow, her body still warm when the rescue party reached her. He was certain of one thing: if they had charged the camp the moment they arrived, she would have been saved.

The commanding officer had ignored his advice. Carson had urged immediate action, knowing better than anyone on that expedition what delay cost. They had caught the Indians off guard, but the advantage slipped away, and Ann White paid for it with her life. And then the book.

A dime novel about himself. Thanks in large part to John C. Frémont’s published reports, Carson had unwittingly become a legend, a larger-than-life frontier savior who slew Indians by the hundreds. Ann White had probably read it, he thought bitterly, and believed that Kit Carson would come and save her.

Instead, she lay dead in the dirt, and the legendary frontiersman stood over her body, holding a cheap paperback account of his own supposed heroics. There would be no glory in this moment, only the weight of what might have been. Christopher Houston Carson was born on Christmas Eve in 1809, near Richmond, Kentucky. He was one of fifteen children in a sprawling blended family, his father Lindsey having brought ten children from a first marriage before adding five more with Kit’s mother, Rebecca Robinson.

Lindsey Carson embodied the hard edge of early America: a Scots-Irish Presbyterian farmer, cabin builder, and veteran of the nation’s earliest conflicts with the Mexicans and Native Americans. He had lost two fingers fighting the Fox and Sauk peoples. Before Kit could walk, the family moved to Missouri, settling on land that had once belonged to Daniel Boone’s sons. The families became close and intermarried, and young Kit developed a childhood friendship with his cousin Adeline Boone.

But there was little time for child’s play. Missouri sat on the edge of westward expansion, and danger lurked at the doorstep. Carson later recalled those early years: “For two or three years after our arrival, we had to remain forwarded, and it was necessary to have men stationed at the extremities of the fields for the protection of those that were laboring. ” The real threat, however, came from nature itself.

In 1818, a fallen tree limb crushed Lindsey Carson, killing him instantly. Suddenly alone and penniless, Rebecca held the family together with the grit of a true frontier woman. After four hard years, she remarried. For Kit, fatherlessness was better.

Filled with teenage angst, he clashed with his new stepfather, and things got so intense that his parents sent him off to Franklin, Missouri at age fourteen to apprentice with a saddler named David Workman. Workman treated him kindly, and Carson later called him a good man. But the saddlery was not his home. The Santa Fe Trail had opened just a few years earlier, and Franklin sat at its eastern gateway, buzzing with excitement about the wild, untamed west.

“The business did not suit me, and I concluded to leave,” Carson said. At sixteen, against his mother’s wishes, he slipped away with a caravan of trappers in August 1826 and entered the unknown. Workman responded with characteristic grizzled humor, taking out a newspaper notice offering a one-cent reward for Carson’s return. The ad, describing him as “a boy about 16 years old, small of his age, but thick set, light hair,” was his first brush with fame.

Instead of going back, Carson settled in Taos and paired up with the seasoned trapper Matthew Kincaid, who had served alongside Carson’s older brothers in 1812. From Kincaid, Carson learned trapping skills and trade languages. He never learned to read or write English, but he became fluent in Spanish, multiple Native tongues, and indigenous sign language. Between 1827 and 1829, he did whatever survival required: cooked, translated, drove wagons, and even labored at a copper mine near the Gila River.

By age nineteen, he was ready for more. His first big expedition came after the winter of 1828 to 1829, when he joined the trapper and trader Ewing Young as a cook. In the late summer of 1829, Young’s party entered Apache territory and was attacked. It was Carson’s first taste of the brutality of the wilderness, and many suggest it was the first time he claimed a Native American scalp.

There would be many more. In 1831, he joined another trapping party under Thomas Fitzpatrick and William Leaven, venturing deep into the central Rocky Mountains. Over the next decade, his legend as a reliable man and a good fighter quietly grew, a legend written in blood. A January 1833 incident encapsulated both his grit and his brutality.

After Crow warriors took nine horses from his camp, Carson embarked on a punishing pursuit. He recovered the horses, later recalling in his memoirs: “The success of having recovered our horses and sending many a red skin to his long home, our sufferings were soon forgotten. ” His penchant for extreme brutality verged on bloodlust. He had many run-ins with the Blackfoot.

His last fight with them came in 1838, while traveling with Jim Bridger and nearly a hundred mountain men. After encountering a village devastated by smallpox, the party hunted down the rest of the Blackfoot and engaged them in battle. Carson later described it chillingly as “the prettiest fight I ever saw. ”

But the real danger on the frontier was the frontier itself.

In 1834, while hunting alone, Carson crossed paths with two grizzlies and barely escaped by scrambling up a tree. One bear tried shaking him loose before losing interest and walking away. Carson, by then a hardened mountain man, later admitted he had never been so scared in his life. At the 1836 Green River rendezvous, Carson won the hand of an Arapaho woman named Wanabey, or Singing Grass, in marriage.

It almost cost him his head: he fought a dramatic horseback duel with another trapper, and the opponent’s bullet whipped right by his hair. Carson and Wanabey welcomed a daughter, Adaline, but the frontier took just as quickly as it gave. After giving birth to a second daughter, Wanabey passed on. Then the second child fell into boiling soap tallow and succumbed to her injuries.

The frontier seemed to be telling him it was time to move on. By 1840, beaver hats were falling out of fashion and beaver populations were decimated. The last trapper’s rendezvous wrapped up. Carson admitted, “Beaver was getting scarce.

It became necessary to try our hand at something else. ” In 1841, he married a woman known as Making Out Road, but for unknown reasons she ended the marriage abruptly, placing his belongings and his daughter Adeline outside the tent. No paperwork, no lawyers, just divorce. That same year, Carson found work at Bent’s Fort, the largest settlement on the Santa Fe Trail, hunting buffalo, antelope, and deer for a dollar a day.

He took Adeline to stay with relatives in Missouri, sparing her the hardship of frontier living. On the way home, aboard a Missouri River steamboat, he met John C. Frémont, a US Army officer and explorer. Frémont later wrote that he was pleased with Carson, describing him as “a man of medium height, broad-shouldered, and deep-chested, with a clear, steady blue eye, and frank speech and address, quiet and assuming.

” Frémont hired him almost immediately at $100 a month, effectively tripling his salary, to serve as his guide. Frémont had special orders from Washington to map the frontier and encourage westward expansion. Starting in 1842, Carson guided Frémont on their first expedition together, taking him up the Oregon Trail to South Pass, Wyoming. When Frémont published his reports, he made Kit Carson a household name.

That same year, Carson met Josefa Jaramillo, who was just fourteen, in keeping with the marrying age of the era. Her father was reluctant to agree to the match because Carson was not Catholic and could not read. Carson converted to Catholicism in January 1843, and they married a few weeks later, though he still could not read or write. Domestic life did not keep Carson grounded for long.

In 1843, he joined Frémont’s second expedition, guiding the party to the Columbia River. Along the way, he explored the Great Salt Lake, testing its waters aboard a fragile rubber raft. On that same expedition, Carson and his party encountered a boy and a Mexican man who said their party had been brutally ambushed by Native Americans who made off with thirty of their horses. Carson tracked those responsible, charged their camp, reclaimed what they had taken, and took two scalps.

In the spring of 1846, rumors spread through the Sacramento Valley that settlers faced an imminent Native assault. Acting on those claims, Frémont’s party, with Carson’s guidance, approached a Wintu village and launched an attack that would later become known as the Sacramento River Massacre. Carson and the other frontiersmen cut down between 120 and 300 men, women, and children in what Carson himself later described as “a perfect butchery. ”

Revenge goes both ways.

Weeks later, Frémont’s camp suffered a nighttime revenge strike. Only two or three men perished before the attackers fled, but it was enough to spark Carson’s rage. He took out his frustration on the body of a fallen enemy; Frémont later wrote that Carson knocked his head to pieces with an axe. Days later, Carson and the rest of Frémont’s men descended on a Klamath settlement along the Williamson River.

The bloody attack, later known as the Klamath Lake Massacre, resulted in fourteen Native Americans losing their lives. Carson and the posse burned the village to the ground. Ironically, there was no evidence that anyone at the village had been involved in the previous attack. That summer, the bloodshed turned against the Mexicans.

Joining Frémont in the Bear Flag Revolt against Mexican rule in California, Carson carried out dark orders. Frémont instructed him to end the lives of Jose de la Rey Berreyesa and his two nephews to prevent word from reaching Mexico. Carson obeyed. Karma would have its day.

In January 1847, rebellion erupted against US occupation. Governor Charles Bent was attacked in his own home and scalped in front of his family. Carson’s wife was staying with them at the time and narrowly escaped with her life. Just weeks earlier, during the Mexican-American conflict, Carson followed orders from General Stephen Watts Kearny to guide him and his troops from New Mexico to California.

Mexican forces struck Kearny’s column, leaving the Americans battered and stranded deep in hostile territory. Fearing another attack for which they were not prepared, Carson, Edward Fitzgerald Beale, and a Native American scout slipped away from Kearny’s camp under cover of darkness. Their goal was to seek reinforcements in San Diego, twenty-five miles away. To avoid detection, they had to take off their shoes.

Carson later wrote, “Had to travel over a country covered with prickly pear and rocks barefoot. ”

From 1846 to 1848, Carson served as a long-distance courier, racing messages between California and Washington D. C. One of the messages he carried was official confirmation that gold had been discovered in California.

The gold rush ensued. Then came Ann White. She had been captured along with her infant daughter and servant by the Jicarilla Apaches and Utes during an attack near Point of Rocks, New Mexico. Carson urged the posse to act swiftly, but the commanding officer ignored his advice.

They caught the Indians off guard but failed to seize the advantage. As Carson later put it, “In about 200 yards pursuing the Indians, the body of Mrs. White was found, perfectly warm, had not been executed more than 5 minutes, shot through the heart by an arrow. ” Chillingly, he concluded, “I am certain that if the Indians had been charged immediately on our arrival, she would have been saved.

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It was a devastating blow and a personal one. Moving through the Apache camp, Carson stumbled upon the dime novel about himself, the legend created by Frémont’s accounts. Ann White may have read it, hoping he would be there to save her.

But Kit Carson could not read a single word of it.