In September 1907, Emmet Hirsch, a 38-year-old land agent for the Cumberland Lumber and Coal Company, rode alone into a valley in Letcher County, Virginia, to survey a tract his employer had…

The mountain people had a way of speaking about a certain kind of quiet. Not the good kind. Not the quiet of morning before the birds start. The quiet that catches you by surprise.

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The kind that makes you check your own footsteps to make sure you are the one making them. Emmett Hirsch was thirty-eight years old in the autumn of 1907. He worked from an office on the third floor of a brick building on Market Street in Louisville, Kentucky, for the Cumberland Lumber and Coal Company, with the title of land agent, a word that hid a great deal of traveling. He spent most of the year on horseback.

Born in 1869 in a small town in Ohio, he had moved south with his family after the Panic of 1873 and had worked the mountain trade in one form or another since he was old enough to hold the end of a chain. He was a tall man, six feet one, lean the way a man gets who eats wherever he finds it, hair gone the color of cold coffee at the temples, a face older than his years from the wind. His hands were slow to warm and slow to move. He had the habit of writing with his left hand, which people in that part of the country noticed then, and the habit of not speaking until he had looked at a thing twice.

He had never married. According to his sister, he had been briefly engaged to a schoolteacher in Frankfort in 1898. That engagement ended by mutual agreement, in a way she described as decent, and Emmett never quite recovered from it. He kept her photograph in his field kit for years.

The assignment came down on the seventeenth of September. Cumberland had bought a parcel of land at auction, sight unseen, in Letcher County on the Virginia line. The plot was called Section 14 in the papers, but the miners who would later cut its timber called it what everyone in that country called it: Wolf’s Neck. Wolf’s Neck Valley was a gash of land about four miles long between two hills that leaned toward each other like hands about to clap shut.

The company wanted timber estimates and boundary markers. What they did not tell Emmett, because they had not written it down anywhere they could hand him, was that people still lived in the valley. People who did not know their land had been sold out from under them. People who had lived on it continuously for as long as anyone in the county could remember.

There is a note in the company minutes from that August, if you know where to look, where a junior clerk raised the question of prior habitation, and the supervisor replied in the margin in a hand that leaned hard to the right. The answer was one word: “Handle it. ” That is all the record shows on that point. They gave him a guide.

His name was Isham Vardie. Isham was a thin man in his fifties, one of those men who looked as if he had been carved from walnut and never sanded, a black beard shot through with gray, a mouth he kept shut unless a question was asked twice. He lived on the east side of Whitesburg and knew the hills as well as any living man. He said he had once reached the mouth of Wolf’s Neck when he was younger, hunting bear.

But he had never gone into the valley itself. He did not want to. He had reached the door. He had not crossed it.

Emmett reached Whitesburg on the eighteenth. He had come the last twelve miles from Jenkins Station on a rented horse, and the horse was so uneasy he had to walk it the final two miles. He lodged at an inn run by a widow named Mrs. Ridenour, who served him a plate of white beans with pork, and after the dishes were cleared she sat across from him at the kitchen table in silence for some minutes.

Then she said, “They tell me you’re going to Wolf’s Neck. ” He said, “Yes, ma’am. ” She said, “My daddy used to set traps out past Kingdom Come. ” He said, “Yes, ma’am.

” She said, “He never once set them on the Wolf’s Neck side. ” He said, “Well. ” She said, “That’s all. ” Emmett wrote that conversation down verbatim that night.

He and Isham left town the next morning at first light on two mules loaded with field gear, a surveyor’s chain, a Wesson pistol in Emmett’s saddlebag — he later wrote that he nearly forgot to pack it — and enough hardtack, coffee, and salt pork for a week in the field. The road out of Whitesburg ran beside a creek called Rockhouse for a while, then bent away from it into higher, wilder ground. It was cold. The leaves had begun to fall.

Emmett wrote in his field notebook that the air smelled of wet stone. They rode most of two days. The first day they passed two farmsteads, and the people who came out of the doors to look at them looked at Isham first, then at Emmett, and said nothing to either of them. The second day they passed no houses at all.

Instead they passed a low, half-collapsed stone chimney with no house left around it, and a cemetery of about a dozen stones set into a slope so steep the graves must have been dug at an angle. Emmett stopped there a minute. The stones had no names, only initials. He noticed that some of the initials had been chiseled off.

At noon of the second day they reached a fork. The left path bent back along a ridge, and Isham said it would take them to a settlement called Cranks Creek. The right path went up. It climbed hard toward a narrow pass of pine and mountain laurel, and that was the way Emmett needed.

Isham stopped his mule at the fork and did not follow. Emmett wrote about that moment carefully. He wrote that Isham did not look at him. Isham looked at the right-hand path toward the trees where the road vanished, and said quietly that he would make his camp at the ridge.

He said Emmett would be all right if he remembered a few things. That was his word, remembered, as if these were things Emmett already knew and had only forgotten. Isham said, “Don’t walk abroad after the bell rings. ” He said, “Don’t cross the creek at dusk.

” He said, “If you hear your name called from outside the door, don’t answer, no matter how familiar the voice sounds. ” He said, “Keep a candle burning all night. ” He said, “Whatever they offer you to eat, eat it all. Whatever they offer you to drink, drink it.

Never refuse. And whatever room they put you in, if it has a mirror — and it will — keep it covered. ” He said, “Don’t go past the small building in the back. It will look like a little chapel.

It is not a chapel. Don’t go past it. Don’t touch its door. Don’t stand before its windows.

”

Emmett said — and you should imagine the way he said it, because he was not a man who raised his voice — “Isham, this is just a survey. I’m surveying a piece of land for the company. Are there people up there? ” Isham said, “Yes.

” Emmett said, “Well, are they dangerous? ” Isham said, “Well, maybe. You may not see them. But they may see you.

” Emmett wrote that he laughed once at that, a short, muffled laugh, and Isham did not laugh with him. Isham said, “If you’re not back by Friday sunset, I’ll come to the mouth of the valley. I won’t go further than that. Do you understand?

” And Emmett, who was not the kind of man to say yes when he did not fully understand a thing, said yes. He turned his mule up the right-hand fork and went in alone. The trail into Wolf’s Neck was not what you would call a trail. It was a memory of a trail.

It ran beside a stream for the first mile, then rose onto a shelf under old-growth hemlock that had not been touched, as Emmett noted, in at least a hundred years. Timber like that would make any company man’s mouth water. He stopped and took two rough measurements before he went on. He wrote in his notebook that the silence under those trees was not silence so much as absence.

No birds. The wind moved in the hemlock tops but did not seem to reach the ground. The sound of the creek faded behind him within half a mile, as if the earth had swallowed it. He noticed, and this stayed with him, that the mule had stopped sweating.

It had been a hard climb and the animal should have been lathered. It was dry. It walked ahead of him obediently, as if being led to a barn it did not know but did not particularly fear. He rode another hour.

The trail bent left around a rock outcrop, and when he came past it, the valley opened below him. There were seven cabins, arranged in an irregular ring around a wide yard that had once been common pasture, with a low stone well house in the middle, and on the north side what he first took for a barn, but it was not. It had no doors on its long side. It had two doors on its short side, small and close together, and a bell hung under the eaves on a rope.

Behind that building, deep in the trees, Emmett could see a low stone structure with a half-collapsed roof, and beyond it, further still, something pale that might have been a small church without a steeple. He wrote all this down. He always wrote everything down. He rode into the yard.

Smoke rose from three of the cabin chimneys. He counted five people in the yards and on the porches. He saw no others move as he approached, but he had a strong feeling, and he noted the feeling in his book, that there were more of them watching him from behind the walls. When he reached the well house he dismounted and stood holding his mule’s reins, and waited for someone to come speak to him.

He waited what he later estimated as three or four minutes. No one came. Then a woman came out of the nearest cabin. She was in her sixties, or perhaps older, thin the way a person gets who has lost the desire for food, hair pulled back so hard it looked painful, a face made of long straight lines.

She wore black, and her sleeves were rolled to her elbows, and her forearms were the strongest forearms Emmett said he had ever seen on a woman that age. She crossed the yard to him, stopped at a polite distance, looked at him, and said, “Land man. Just that. ” Two words.

Emmett said, “Yes, ma’am. ” She said, “We knew someone would come. ” She said, “My name is Malvina Coles and I speak for the valley. ” She said, “We have a room ready for you.

” Emmett wrote her name and, in the margin, “we have a room ready for you” with a question mark after it. He asked politely how they knew someone was coming. She said, “We knew when the deeds moved to other hands. ” He asked how they knew that, being three ridges and thirty miles from the courthouse, and she looked at him for one long second and did not answer.

Inside her cabin, the front room was clean and dark: a table, an iron stove, a rocking chair, a shelf with perhaps four books, one of them a Bible worn until its leather was black. On the wall above the stove hung a small framed embroidery with a motto in faded red thread. It said, “Guard the Door. ” That was all.

No maker’s name, no date. The room she had prepared for him was behind a curtain at the back: a narrow bed, a washbasin, a window overlooking the well house, and on the wall opposite the bed, hanging from a nail, a mirror about half as tall as a man, covered with a heavy dark cloth that had been sewn shut all around the frame. Sewn, Emmett wrote in his notebook. Not draped.

Not pinned. Sewn. A covering you could not remove without cutting it. He asked about the mirror.

Malvina said, “We cover them in every house. ” He asked why. She said, “Because we do. ” He waited.

She waited longer. He let it go. That evening he met three other residents. An old man named Alaric Federman, perhaps eighty or sixty and worn down, a beard the color of clean snow and eyes the color of a coming storm.

A man about his age named Otis Grow, who spoke not a word in his presence, only nodded, whose hands trembled constantly in a way that did not seem connected to anything he was doing. And a younger woman, perhaps forty-five, named Perpetua Lyle, who wore her hair in one braid down her back and watched Emmett with unsettling attention, looking away too quickly whenever he looked back. He had counted five people in the yard that first evening. Over the day he saw or heard movement from six others inside the cabins.

He wrote: 11 souls. He wrote souls, not people. He was not a particularly religious man, but he wrote souls. Supper was cornbread and beans cooked with a little salt meat and bitter coffee served in tin cups.

Malvina and Alaric sat at the table with him. Otis sat by the stove and did not eat. Emmett asked about the buildings behind the cabins. He asked casually about the little church at the back of the settlement.

Alaric set down his spoon. He looked at Malvina, and Malvina looked at the table, and Alaric said, “That building is not a church. ” Emmett asked, “What is it then? ” Alaric said, “It is something old.

” He added, “It was here before our great-great-grandparents came to this valley. ” And he said, “We do not go past it. ” Emmett said, “Does anyone go past it? ” Alaric said, “Those who go past it do not come back to ask that question.

” That ended the conversation. He asked about the well house. Malvina said, “We do not draw water from the well. ” He asked, “What is it for then?

” She said, “It is for the well. ” He wrote all this down. It was the kind of conversation you write down because you do not understand it at the time, and you know from experience you will need to review it later. That was Emmett.

He wrote everything down. That first night he did what Isham had told him. He kept a candle burning on the box beside the bed. He read a chapter from the Bible off the shelf out of habit, because his mother had made him read a chapter every night of his life, and old habits last for a reason.

He slept in his boots. He slept badly. A little after midnight, in the absolute dark of the valley, the bell under the eaves of the building he had taken for a barn began to ring. It rang seven times, slowly, not a death knell but something more like counting.

Emmett lay in his bed counting with it, and when it stopped, the silence that followed was so complete that he could hear the candle melting its own wax. He did not move. He did not open his window. He did not walk.

He watched his door until the candle was down to its wick, and then he fell asleep without meaning to. In the small hours he half woke and thought he heard, from somewhere on the far side of the clearing, a second bell answering the first, fainter and farther. He was never sure later whether he had dreamed it. He wrote that he was never sure.

A man who checked his compass three times before trusting a direction wrote that he was not sure whether he had dreamed a sound. Which meant he was not sure of almost anything. Before dawn he got up quietly and stood at his window looking out at the clearing. There was a moon that night, a thin crescent, enough light to see the well house and the barn that was not a barn and the shapes of the cabins around the ring.

Nothing moved. But he felt, and he wrote this down when he got back to the office after relighting the candle, that something had been moving a moment before he came to the window, and that his coming had stopped it. He wrote one line: whatever it was, it was walking. Not floating, not standing still.

Walking. In a slow half circle around the well house, the way a farmer walks around a piece of ground thinking about fencing it in. He watched for another hour and it did not begin again. In the morning he ate a bowl of oatmeal at Malvina’s table and asked to be shown the property line.

Alaric said he would walk with him. They went out across the clearing and up a side draw on the west side of the valley. Emmett brought his surveyor’s chain, his transit, his field book, and his compass. Alaric brought nothing.

They walked for two hours. Alaric was old, but he walked the mountain way, without hurry and without wasted motion. Emmett had to lengthen his stride to keep up. On the west ridge, at what should have been the corner of the property according to the deed, Emmett set up his transit and took a reading.

His compass needle would not settle. It swung slowly back and forth about ten degrees without stopping. He tapped the compass. He waited.

He tried a second one from his bag. Same behavior. Alaric stood a short distance away watching him with a calm, patient expression, as if he had seen a great many men reach this part of the day. Emmett said, “Has anyone ever brought a compass up here before?

” Alaric said, “Yes. ” Emmett said, “And what happened? ” Alaric said, “It never worked. ” He said it the way you say the road descends after the bridge, as a fixed fact of this country.

Emmett wrote in his log: “Needle will not settle. Compass unreliable in this valley. ”

He tried to establish the boundary by sight instead. He picked landmarks.

The trouble was that when you looked from the ridge down into the valley, the well house, the building with the bell, the closed stone structure, and the small building in the back were not arranged as they had appeared from below. He could not tell you why. They simply were not. He wrote: “Checking bearings against sketch from yard.

Bearings do not match. Will try again from north ridge tomorrow. ” He attempted the boundary a third time. He got a third reading that differed by nine degrees from the second, which had differed by fourteen degrees from the first.

After that he wrote a very short line in the log. It said: “This piece cannot be surveyed. ” He crossed it out and wrote beneath it in smaller letters: “This piece does not wish to be surveyed. ” He crossed that out too.

But it remained legible, and later readers of the log could make it out. They walked back down. When they reached the clearing they passed the low stone structure at the back of the settlement, the one with the half-collapsed roof. Emmett slowed.

It was another well house, or at least it was shaped like one. It had no door, only an opening, and the inside was too dark to see anything. There was a smell coming from it. Not a bad smell, not exactly the cold smell of a spring house, but something else, like water that had never seen light.

Emmett took a step toward it. Alaric put his hand on his shoulder. Alaric’s hand was very light, almost polite. He did not press.

He said, “Please don’t. ” Emmett didn’t. Later, Emmett sat in Malvina’s front room with his notebook open on his knee and tried to draw a plan of the settlement from memory. He drew the well house in the center.

He drew the seven cabins around it. He drew the barn that was not a barn with its bell. He drew the closed stone building. He drew the small building in the back that had no cross on its roof.

Then he stopped, because while he was drawing it he realized he could not remember whether the small building had windows. He went out of Malvina’s door to look. When he reached the yard he could see its roof above the trees, and he counted them: three windows on the side facing him. He went back inside.

He sat. He picked up his pencil. The moment he tried to draw the windows, he could not remember how many there were. He went out again.

Counted. Three. Came back in. Drew two.

Looked at what he had drawn. Said aloud, “Three. ” Drew a third window. Looked at what he had drawn.

There were still only two. He put the pencil down. He wrote in the margin, in a different hand from the rest of the entry: “I cannot fix the number of windows in my memory. I cannot fix them on the page.

”

Let that settle in your mind. A man who had spent his professional life putting distances and elevations down on paper sat in a cabin at three in the afternoon unable to draw three windows on a wall he could see from his own door. That evening he tried something else. He asked Malvina if he could see the cemetery.

She told him there was one. She pointed to a small path that branched off the west side of the clearing and climbed between the hemlocks. She said, “Go if you want. ” She said, “Don’t touch the stones.

” He walked the path alone. It was about a quarter mile. The cemetery was small, twenty-two stones. He counted them twice to be sure.

All were low, rough limestone, unshaped, set in the ground. None bore a name. None bore a date. Some had a single letter carved in the top: K.

R. again. K. K.

R. Some had a small crescent-shaped hollow carved into the top of the stone above the letter. Some did not. He walked slowly among them.

The ground under his boots was very soft, the way ground gets in a place few people have trodden for a long time. There were no defined graves. No fence. He noticed when he stepped back and looked at them from the edge that they were arranged in a rough ring, like the arrangement of the cabins in the yard below.

Seven stones in the outer ring. Then inside that ring, another ring of seven stones. Then in the center, one stone alone, taller than the rest by a hand’s width, bearing no letter at all. He walked to that central stone and studied it.

He did not touch it. He noticed that the ground around it was slightly lower than the ground around the other stones, as if something had settled beneath it. He noticed that the stone was slightly warm on its west face, at three in the afternoon in October, when the air on the ridge was cold enough to see his breath. He wrote all this down.

Emmett stood in that cemetery for a long time. A very light rain began. He wrote in his notebook: “No names, no dates. Only K and R.

Some stones bear marks, some do not. ” And beneath that, not crossed out: “I do not want to know what those letters mean. ” And beneath that, in smaller writing: “But I think I know what they mean. And I think the one who carved them knew, and I think everyone in the valley knows, and no one speaks of them, because speaking of them might summon them.

”

On the third day, Malvina led him to the cabin she said had been used by the men who came before him. It was the smallest of the seven, no fire, no bed, and it smelled of paper. There was a table under the window. On the table was a log, not a small book but a working ledger the size of a company register, bound in dark green cloth, its spine cracked from opening.

She said, “This is what they left. ” She said, “We do not touch it. ” She said, “But perhaps you would like to. ” Then she went out and closed the door behind her.

The ledger was a Cumberland book. He recognized the printer’s mark on the inside cover. The paper was Cumberland stock, but the entries were written in many hands over a period he later estimated at thirty-two years. He turned the pages.

Some entries were in a hand he could not fully read. Some were in a draftsman’s precise pen. Some were in pencil so faded it was almost gone. Every entry began with a name and a date.

Ansel Kirkpatrick, June 1875. Willard Kesterson, October 1893. Cyrus Voyle, April 1896. Rubin Pettit, September 1899.

Harmon Cleary, August 1902. Josiah Enfield, May 1905. Beside some names was a small mark. A K.

Beside others, an R. Beside some, both. Beside some, nothing. Emmett studied the marks and the entries for a long time.

He concluded by the end of the evening that K meant “Kept” and R meant “Returned,” and that some names had been returned and some had been kept and some had been neither. He did not know then what those words meant. He tried to read the actual entries. Most were survey notes, distances, boundary determinations, timber estimates.

Some broke off in mid-sentence. One, for Ansel Kirkpatrick, ended with: “This land does not permit an accurate reading. ” He copied that phrase into his own field notebook verbatim. Cyrus Voyle’s entry ended: “My chain is one foot shorter than it was on Tuesday and I do not know why.

” Willard Kesterson’s entry ended: “If anyone reads this, I have chosen to remain in the valley, and my choice was made of my own free will. ” His name was one of those marked with a K. Emmett read that sentence several times. He wrote beside it in his own notebook: “Of your own free will?

” with a question mark. He turned the pages until he reached the last page with writing on it. There at the top, in his own hand, was written: “Emmett Hirsch, September 1907. ” And beside the name, no mark.

Only the space where the mark should be. He sat staring at it for what he later said was a long time. His handwriting. The letters of his name ending in his own small loop, the way he had written his letters since he was a boy.

And no memory, none, of ever writing it there. He closed the ledger. He went out of the small cabin and crossed the yard to Malvina’s cabin and asked her plainly what the marks meant. She said, “Stayed and returned.

” He said, “Stayed means? ” She said, “Stayed means remained. ” He said, “And returned means? ” She said, “Returned means went home.

” Then she said, “But not all who returned home were the ones who left. ” She looked at him steadily and did not blink. And Emmett wrote in his notebook that night: “I understand the sentence, but I do not understand the sentence. ”

That third night he did what he had done the first two nights, and it was not enough.

He kept the candle burning. He read a chapter of the Bible. He slept, or tried to. At a time he could not later identify, the bell rang.

But this time it rang twice. Twice, about a minute apart. And after the second ring, from outside the cabin, from what he estimated was the front step of Malvina’s cabin, someone called his name. Emmett.

Just that. Twice. The voice was his own voice. He did not answer.

He did not move. He lay in the bed with the candle guttering and listened to his own voice, on the other side of a door he had barred from inside, speak his name a third time, then a fourth, then stop. Then he heard, from inside the room he was in, from the corner behind the covered mirror, a fifth call. “Emmett.

” From behind him, inside the room, in the tone of his own voice. He did not turn his head. He did not close his eyes. He watched the candle flame until the sky outside the window went gray, and he did not sleep, and no other sound came.

He wrote in his field book when there was enough light to write that in the last hour before dawn he had begun to feel that the room he was in had become slightly larger than it had been the night before. He wrote that he could not have proved it with any measure he possessed. But he felt, as he wrote, that the wall with the mirror had retreated an inch or so in the dark. And that whatever had called his name from behind him had been standing in that added space.

He wrote: “This is not a rational observation. I record it because I do not trust my ability to remember it accurately in the morning. ”

In the morning he made his decision. He would leave.

He would report that the land was not workable. He would go down to Isham at the saddle, and go home. He would not open the ledger again. He would not stay another night.

He walked to the shed behind Malvina’s cabin where he had put his mule the first night. The mule was not there. He went around the settlement and asked everyone he passed if they had seen the animal. He asked Perpetua Lyle.

He asked Otis Grow. He asked a man he had never seen before, a stooped man in a black coat with a chest as narrow as a board, who touched his hat as Ephraim Vandegrift. None of them had seen the mule. None of them, Emmett noted, seemed surprised by the question.

He tried the trail out of the valley. He walked about half an hour up the shoulder path by which he had come. The path rose and bent, rose and bent, and then something happened that Emmett could not later take in. He came out into the clearing.

His clearing. From the same direction he had left. He tried the path again. Same result.

He tried the other path, the one along the creek. Same result. He came back to the clearing at noon and sat on the edge of the stone well house and looked at his hands and he was trembling. Alaric came and sat beside him.

Alaric said nothing for a few minutes. Then he said, “They need you. ” He said, “We need you. ” He said, “There used to be nine families living here.

Only three remain. And the thing we watch does not care about those numbers. It was set on nine. And it needs nine.

We have been holding it with three for longer than we should, and it is beginning to hunger. And when it hungers, it starts to look toward Whitesburg and beyond. And it is not a thing you want looking toward Whitesburg. ”

He said, “If you stay — if you take a name, and sit at the bell every dawn and every dusk for as many years as you can — the town will age and die in peace.

The towns below, and beyond, their people will die the way people die, not the way things come out of this valley. If you stay. ” Emmett said, “And if I don’t? ” Alaric was silent a long time.

He said, “Then we will let you go. We won’t stop you. The mule will be at the mouth of the valley at the head of the path when you look for it. ” He said, “And something will go with you.

Not something bad. Not something good. Just something. Not all of you will reach Whitesburg.

Part of you will stay in the valley whether you want it to or not. And a piece of what is in the valley will come down on the mule with the rest of you. ” Emmett said, “That is not a choice. ” Alaric said, “No.

” He said, “No, it is not. But it is all we have. ” He said, “I was where you are in 1871. I made the same choice you are making.

And I have thought about it every day of my life since. ” He said, “Whatever you decide, I will not blame you. ” Emmett said, “Speak plainly with me. ” Alaric looked at him.

He said, “Plainness is not something this valley permits. ” He said, “But I will tell you as clearly as I am allowed. ” He said, “Whatever lies behind the small building at the back of the settlement was here before the first white man crossed the ridge. It was here when the people who lived here before the white man came, and they knew how to deal with it, and they taught the first families how to keep it.

And they left after they had taught them, and nine families kept it. And now there are three. That is all I can tell you. ”

Emmett thought about it.

He thought about Louisville. He thought about the third-floor office in the brick building. He thought about the woman he had intended to write to for six months, who he had stopped answering because he no longer had anything to say to a person who might want to read it. He thought about the Wesson in his saddlebag.

He thought about it not because he was the kind of man who would use it that way, but because he wanted to know if he had the courage to be that kind of man. He decided he did not. He said, “I’ll go down. ” Alaric nodded.

He rose slowly from the well house edge. He said, “All right. ” He said, “Sundown is the right time for you. ” The bell would ring at sundown.

When it rang, he should walk to the head of the path. Not look back. Not answer if he heard his name called. Not stop for any reason.

Isham would be at the saddle. He would know Emmett when he saw him. He said one last thing. He said, “When you reach Whitesburg, and when you return to your home in Louisville, and for the rest of your life after that, do not stand long before a mirror.

Cover it if you can. And if you cannot, look at it directly and then look away. Do not look long. Do not look for a face that is not yours.

You will see it anyway. But do not look for it. ”

That was the last conversation Emmett Hirsch had in Wolf’s Neck Valley. At sundown the bell rang once, a long ring.

Emmett rose from Malvina’s doorstep, where he had been sitting, and walked across the yard. He did not look at the well house. He did not look at the closed stone building. He did not look at the small building at the back.

He walked to the mouth of the path, and went up it, and did not turn around. He heard once, partway up, his name called. He heard twice a bell he supposed was behind him, but it seemed to be moving away through the trees on his left. He did not stop.

He reached the top of the side draw and the path bent, and this time it did not bring him back. It led him out to the mouth of the valley, and the mule was there, saddled, its reins looped around a branch. He did not remember mounting. He did not remember the ride down.

What he remembered after that was Isham Vardie at the saddle where they had parted, standing with his lantern raised, looking at his face. Isham said nothing. Isham took the mule’s reins and led him. Emmett rode in silence back to Whitesburg.

During the ride down, sometime in the small hours, Isham stopped his mule and looked at him for a long minute in the lantern light. Emmett later thought Isham was trying to decide whether they were both still on the road. Neither of them spoke of it. In Whitesburg, Isham put him in a room at the inn and stayed in the room across the hall.

Emmett slept for eighteen hours. When he woke he ate. When he finished eating he wrote in his field book for four hours straight. After that, he never opened it again.

Isham took him to the station the next morning and put him on the train to Louisville, and shook his hand, and asked him nothing. As the train moved, Isham said one thing. He said, “If you write to me, don’t put my name on the envelope. Just the address.

” Emmett said he would not write. He never did. In Louisville, Emmett filed his report with the company. He recommended against working Section 14.

He noted the residents of the parcel, and wrote that their claim to the land was older than the science of surveying ownership, and perhaps older than ownership itself. He signed the report and put it on the desk of the supervisor, a man named Hallston. Hallston read it and gave a short laugh, and sent a crew two weeks later. The crew was thirteen men.

When they reached the mouth of Wolf’s Neck, they found no path up. They found a rockslide covering what should have been the shoulder trail. They walked the perimeter of the valley for three days looking for a way in and found nothing. They returned to Whitesburg and told Hallston they could not see what Emmett Hirsch had seen there, and Hallston, who was a company man to the bone, wrote in his own report to the board that the parcel was inaccessible due to terrain, and that Emmett Hirsch, in his opinion, had suffered a nervous breakdown of the kind common among men who spent too long alone in the mountains.

Two men from that crew, according to their families, refused ever to work for the Cumberland Company again after that trip. One of them, a surveyor’s assistant named Josephus Boyd, told his wife the night he came home that they had all heard a bell ringing in the woods on the second day. It did not come from the valley. It came from behind them.

It was moving, he said, moving through the trees along the path they had just come up. His wife recorded that in her diary. That is how we know. Emmett kept his job for another year.

He became quieter than before. He stopped taking field assignments. He worked from the office. He no longer looked into mirrors.

He asked for the mirror to be removed from his room at the boarding house and stored in the cellar, and paid the landlady an extra dollar a month for the trouble. In the summer of 1909 he left that boarding house and rented a small room on Fifth Street, where there was no mirror in the parlor and none in the washroom. The landlady, a Mrs. Oettinger, who had known his mother, watched him and said nothing.

She wrote later that he never looked at a window at night. He always drew the curtain first. He stopped answering his mother’s letters. He stopped writing the woman he had intended to write to.

His sister came from Ohio in the autumn of 1912 to visit him, and wrote later that he met her at the door, sat with her at the kitchen table for two hours, made her tea, asked the usual questions about her husband and her house, but never once looked directly at her face during the whole visit. Not once, she wrote. He looked at the door, or the table, or the window, or his hands. He did not look at me.

And when I rose to leave, he said, “Forgive me. ” And I did not know what he was asking me to forgive him for. She wrote that during that visit he stopped speaking in the middle of a sentence, went completely still, and tilted his head slightly to the left as if listening to something on the other side of the wall. She waited.

After what she estimated as a full minute, he came back to himself, blinked once, and finished the sentence he had interrupted. She asked him what he had heard. He said, “Nothing. The house is just settling.

” She wrote that his house had made no sound at all during the entire time she was in it. No floorboard creak. No pipes. She wrote that when she stepped out onto Fifth Street to take a cab back to the station, she turned and looked up at his kitchen window, and he was standing at the window watching her go, and the strange thing was, she wrote, that he stood very close to the glass, and there was no reflection of him in it.

No image of his body. No image of the kitchen behind him. Nothing. Just the window and her brother, and the sky beyond showing through the pane where her brother’s reflection should have been.

She wrote that she tried to convince herself on the train back to Ohio that it was a trick of the light, or that the glass was some peculiar kind, or that she was simply tired. She wrote that she could not convince herself of any of those things. She never returned to him. He kept writing in a field notebook he carried in his coat pocket, and after his death his sister gave the pages of that notebook to a doctor named Norbert Craddock, who was then working on a small study later published in a medical journal in Lexington about what he called dissociative episodes in the Appalachian highlands.

Craddock treats Emmett gently. He treats him as a case of something that has no name. He notes that in his last two years Emmett spoke of a feeling that part of him had never returned from a valley he visited in 1907, and that that part of him felt itself being counted, from time to time, in the small hours before dawn. Craddock underlines the word counted.

He describes a visit to Emmett’s room in which the patient stopped mid-sentence, looked at a corner of the room, and did not move for eleven minutes. When he began speaking, Craddock wrote, he resumed his sentence at the same word, as if no time had passed at all. Craddock asked him what had happened in those eleven minutes. Emmett said he had not known they had passed.

Emmett Hirsch died on the third of March, 1915. He was forty-six years old. The cause of death on his certificate was heart failure. He was found in his room on Fifth Street.

The candle beside his bed was still burning. His hands were folded on his chest. His field notebook was open on the table beside the bed. The last entry, in a hand Craddock later confirmed was Emmett’s, was dated the second of March and contained these words: “They are counting me now.

” The mirror in the sitting room of the house had been covered sometime in the night with a heavy cloth, fastened with six iron nails. The landlady swore she had not done it. No one else had a key. The story does not end there.

Between 1910 and 1954, the Cumberland Lumber and Coal Company sent four more agents to Section 14. Their names, in order, were Rubin Pettit II — a nephew of the man in the ledger — Silas Ballance, Corwin Hedgepath, and in 1954, a man named August Vennimore. All four returned. All four filed the same report Emmett had filed.

All four died of heart failure between the ages of forty-four and forty-seven. And in all their rooms at the time of death, the mirror was covered. Rubin Pettit II died in 1922 in a company house in Harlan, Kentucky, at the age of forty-five. His widow told the coroner that in the last month of his life he asked her every morning at breakfast whether she heard a bell.

Every morning she said no. Every morning he nodded and went to the office. Silas Ballance died in 1931 on a train, of what the conductor described as “sudden stillness. ” He had been reading a newspaper.

The conductor said Silas set the paper aside, folded it carefully in half, placed it on the seat beside him, closed his eyes, and never opened them again. The conductor added that the mirror at the end of the car had been covered, sometime during the last hour of that ride, with a black cloth no one knew the origin of. Corwin Hedgepath died in 1947 in a boarding house in Lexington run by the niece of the very Mrs. Oettinger who had rented to Emmett Hirsch.

That niece also kept a diary. She wrote that Mr. Hedgepath asked her at dinner on the night of his death whether she heard a bell. She said no.

He nodded as if she had confirmed something for him and said, “Well. ” Then he went upstairs, closed the door, and as far as she could tell sat in the dark. She heard his breathing through the floorboards. In the morning he did not come down.

The last of them, August Vennimore, left a written account that was included as an appendix in a later edition of Craddock’s study. Vennimore wrote — and this is how his account ends — that he went up to Wolf’s Neck alone in 1954, and that there were only two people in the valley when he arrived. A woman named Malvina Coles and an old man named Alaric Federman. He wrote that they looked exactly as Emmett Hirsch had described them forty-seven years earlier.

They had not aged. He wrote that they said to him, “We need one more. ” He wrote that he refused. He wrote that Malvina walked with him to the head of the path and told him at parting that he was the last the company would ever send.

She said, “We will hold out as long as we can. ” She said, “We are sorry for what will happen when we can’t. ” He wrote — and this is the last line — that on the way down he heard, from somewhere behind him and slightly to the left, the sound of a bell. I do not know what was in that valley.

I have thought about it again and again for a long time. I have my own ideas. You will have yours. What I come back to always is that ledger.

That Emmett’s name was in it, in his own hand, before he ever went up there. Willard Kesterson wrote, “My choice was my own free will,” and beside his name was a K. And he spent the rest of his life in that valley because he chose it. August Vennimore chose the other road, and left to die in a rented room forty-six years later, with a bell moving away through the trees on his left, and the mirror in his room covered by a hand no one saw.

Some of you will write and say it was all hallucination. Some of you will write and say they were haunted by something they should have named, and by not naming it, they let it grow. Some of you will write and say this is why we do not sell land we have not walked on. I will read all of it.

If you were touched by this one, tell me in the comments. Tell me the strangest thing that ever happened to you on ground you did not quite know. I read them. I think about them.

Some of them end up in the next episode. Sleep with a candle burning, just in case. I will see you in the next one.

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